You want to make it up to me. The end of our relationship was truly terrible, and now you have returned to me, begging me to forgive you, saying you will do anything to make it up to me.
Anything…
I know what you want, I know how desperate you are to get it and how much I can make you pay for your behaviour
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Cash is king, consent is the whole hierarchy combined.
I want your money, but what I want more is a sustainable relationship where you come back and give me money in a way that doesn’t damage you or our relationship.
Read MoreI enjoy acts of service which are deliberate and meaningful, that suit my exact needs and which are done with utmost care.
When someone is able to approach an act of service with humility and with your needs being paramount, a special connection is made, ego is dropped away, and instead moments of discovery are created. When I can fully relax, knowing that the person in the act of service, is able to listen, change and devote their attention to my needs, there is a symbiosis, which allows both the receiver and the giver to breathe deeper, to feel more, to better connect.
Read MoreAs I unfurl from the cocoon which I have been in for the last four months in Sydney, I am excited to be able to leave my 5km radius for the first time in many months and I want to enjoy some of the new freedoms which Sydneysiders have available. I love food, eating out and sampling deliciousness, and what better way to celebrate our new freedoms, than to enjoy fine dining together.
Read MoreI have the delight to announce that my industry has a back to work date of 25th October 2021.
I am incredibly happy to be able to see clients new and old again from this date. I will continue to offer digital offerings.
I will begin planning tours in NSW from this date, as this is the date when we are able to resume regional travel.
Read MoreI am a lover of many of the finer things in life, I love strong and rich flavours and enjoy being able to savour and indulged my senses.
I throughly enjoy offering whisky dates in Sydney (and other cities that I travel to), I enjoy researching bars with unique whisky offerings, with a beautiful ambience, where I can take a client on a unique flavour journey. Due to currently living under stay-at-home orders I cannot offer this in person service, but I do want to continue offering indulgence of flavours to clients.
Therefore I am beginning to offer a zoom and flavour subscription service.
Read MoreWhat are you doing today in service for me today? What are you doing for me every day? What more could you do for me? Your gifting to her is an act of service. What are you offering me that will improve my life and through giving improve yours? Giving feels wonderful, don’t you want to give me your all? Become useful, give to me. Become better, give me more. The gift of giving, should be every day. Give the gift of joy by devoting our pay to me.
Read MoreI will run through the ways in which I can and cannot get paid to show you how even in a largely decriminalised model, sex workers still do not have the rights of the majority of citizens or businesses, making it hard to be able to take payment for our legal work, especially in a pandemic. I make this point because NSW has some of the best sex worker legislation in the world and I still have limited financial options for my business, which in turn affects how my business can grow.
Read MoreOver the pandemic, I have been thinking of the routines and hobbies I want to pour my time, love and attention into. There is always a long list of things that I do not have time to do and now is the time for me to reevaluate this list and see what really sings to me.
This is the time I have to dedicate to both activism and writing. I now what to spend more time blogging, writing and pursuing activism.
Read MoreI adore CBT, there is little I do not enjoy about it. There is breadth in the play and the play can take your breath away (literally).
Read MoreThere is an incredible amount of closeness and joy which vulnerability can bring. There is the depth of connection which only trust brings. There is safety and security which comes with a relationship in which you know that you are fully heard, seen and held.
Read Morehere are endless ways to play and explore and the mind is the largest tool and sex organ and yet, sometimes it is helpful to add some more delights to the toy bag.
For my birthday I was taken by an all time favourite client to my favourite Sydney sex shop I had some inklings of what we might be interested in as I had researched the available products on their website prior to meeting my client and had sent him a list of possible toys (to ensure he knew what we were in for and to whet his appetite).
Read MoreI feel revitalised, I have walks to share, new food I wish to eat and conversations, submissive tasks and new depraved ideas which I am looking forward to sharing with you. For the next two weeks I will still be in lockdown (and potentially longer), I have more time to dedicate to those who wish to serve me remotely and more flexibility within my schedule.
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For perhaps the only time in my life, my birthday falls on World Whisky Day this year. World Whisky Day is the third Saturday of May. For those who follow me on Twitter or Instagram, you will know that I am fond of a dram (although I drink very responsibly, seriously). What a delight for me to share my birthday, this year, with my favourite spirit.
What will you do, to celebrate me tomorrow? As you know I am a fan of tech equipment, cultural events, BDSM equipment, spa treats and travel, I would be ever so delighted if you would like to send me a gift card, a gift off my Wishlist, or a financial contribution through beem it or my bank account. My been it handle is @tallula.
For those curious as to how I will spend my birthday, I am taking myself away on holiday to Melbourne to see 5 shows at Rise Festival at the end of the month and will be celebrating with a multitude of arts events in Sydney this weekend and a food extravaganza.
So tomorrow, raise a glass for me.
You are late to meet me, I am seriously unimpressed, this is our first date and you are so late that we have missed our ability to go to dinner or go out for a fancy whisky (my favourite).
Read MoreI went on tour last year and a client, who I had sent many emails to, cancelled a multi hour booking once I was already at the location. This client had paid a deposit and had been linked to my cancellation policy, understood I was travelling interstate but only informed me of the cancellation with less than 24 hours notice, making it very difficult for me to find a replacement booking and ultimately I lost money due to this cancellation.
Read MoreShe begins a lecture and then cuts herself short, you have heard all this before from others, this time she is going to make you pay for your insolence. She has your details, she knows where you work and that you are married and she will go about making your life hell unless you concede to her plan of making you feel as wretched as you have had those girls feel, abusing their care towards your health needs.
Read MoreI trample, step, slap, pull out your genital hair with tweezers (which of course I feed to you), punch and knee in every position imaginable, according to the cards you pick as you blindly fall onto them. It is like playing truth or dare but I pick and you are the only participant, which means it is all dares and you have to comply. You are just a pin cushion for my desires.
Read MoreNow you are on a lead and you are not following my instructions like the good puppy you should be, so I grab and forcibly tied down to a chair using both rope and leather. You are immobile and under my watchful gaze.
You are hooded. You cannot know what comes next. What will come next?
Read MoreI am obsessed with both role plays and the ovipositor. My ovipositor, is custom made is a hollow dildo that allows one to put objects, such as custom made eggs, through the dildo and 'lay' them in the orifice of the receiver. I have been working with a client and who loves the ovipositor as much as I do and we have been creating rituals around birthing and laying eggs (apparently 'birthing' or pushing them out feels fantastic and orgasmic).
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