power dynamics
You want to make it up to me. The end of our relationship was truly terrible, and now you have returned to me, begging me to forgive you, saying you will do anything to make it up to me.
Anything…
I know what you want, I know how desperate you are to get it and how much I can make you pay for your behaviour
Read MoreThere is an incredible amount of closeness and joy which vulnerability can bring. There is the depth of connection which only trust brings. There is safety and security which comes with a relationship in which you know that you are fully heard, seen and held.
Read MoreShe begins a lecture and then cuts herself short, you have heard all this before from others, this time she is going to make you pay for your insolence. She has your details, she knows where you work and that you are married and she will go about making your life hell unless you concede to her plan of making you feel as wretched as you have had those girls feel, abusing their care towards your health needs.
Read MoreWhen I felt you had throughly ruminated on your behaviour I decided to give you the last and most harsh part of the punishment, the cane. I brandished 5 different canes, from crooked handled to straight canes from thin to thick. I worked you over at first lightly tapping your arse and then moving onto firmer and firmer strokes.
Read MoreThis session, he wanted his first beat down experience. Perhaps when you think of beat downs you think of slapping and punching, there was indeed, plenty of both of these in our time together. There was, however, a plethora of intimacy.
Read MoreIt is a true delight when a submissive does mean “Do whatever makes you happy Mistress”. When they have really thought about their boundaries and comes to the table (I literally do my pre session negotiations around a table) with knowledge of their bodies limits and their hard and soft limits and can say “I want to do whatever makes you happy Mistress.” It is literal joy to my ears.
Read MoreBut the main thing I wish to address in this blog, is the concept that you can go to see a professional in the adult industry and that they know what you want or that they can give you what you want without you explaining what that is or might look like
I want to ask you this: how many times have you asked for what you really wanted, in regards to receiving or giving pleasure? Of the times you received pleasure, did you receive what you deeply craved? Were you able to change that, correct something, change tact and how did that feel? What I came to understand, spending those 5 days with other co-workers, was that there are very feel times that we are encouraged to stop and make the time to feel into our body, for as long as we need to, and to really let our body tell us deeply what it wanted in that moment.
Read MoreDo you feel intimidated by the concept of booking a session with me?
Have you wondered what meeting me would be like?
Perhaps if I demystify part of this experience you will feel more confident in coming to me with your deep-seated desires and fantasies.
Read MoreYou admit that you are nervous. You say you have never seen a professional before, it's always been a fantasy but something that you haven't built up the courage to pursue until now.
You have told me your hard limits, you do not want pain or intense humiliation or blood, but otherwise you are open to explore.
Read MoreI had chosen a 'naughty masseuse' theme and it was exceptional. For starters, she has truly magic hands and I would have been happy to see her for her trigger point massage alone.
In a world where kink can seem pretty foreboding and serious, Tallula made if fun and playful.
She is a real piece of work, and a true work of art.
Read MoreI cherish each visit with Tallula; she is as kind and generous as she is beautiful. I could not recommend a better guide into exploration of kink than her. And I hope to continue to see her for some time to come.
Read MoreYou await my presence, I walk around you, you are naked besides my feet, on your hands in knees, head bent, eyes closed. You are listening to and awaiting every metal heel on floor board step I take.
I inspect you, I begin to control you I move my hands around your body, correcting your posture, ensuring your head is in the position I wish it to be, neutral neck, neutral spine. You move as I command, if you do not, there will not be the rewards which you so desperately crave, in fact quite the opposite.
I adore using my body weight when I play especially trampling & squashing my victims... Read Brendan's experiences with me
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